Nothing
Am I better off dead Am I better off a quitter They say I'm better off now Than I ever was with her As they take me to my local down the street I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet They say a few drinks will help you to forget her But after one too many I know that I'm never Only they can see where this is gonna end But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense And my mates are all there trying to calm me down 'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town I'm swearing if i go there now I can change your mind turn it all around And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words And she'll listen this time even though their slurred Dial her number and confess to her I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences I know if I'm face to face that she'll come to her senses Every drunk step i take leads me to her door If she sees how much I'm hurting She'll take me back for sure And my mates are all there trying to calm me down 'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town I'm swearing if i go there now I can change your mind turn it all around She said nothing Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing Oh I got nothing Nothing I got nothing Nothing Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing Oh sometimes love is intoxicating Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking When you realise there's no one waiting Am I better off dead Am I better off a quitter They say I'm better off now Than I ever was with her And my mates are all there trying to calm me down 'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town I'm swearing if i go there now I can change your mind turn it all around She said nothing Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing Oh I got nothing Nothing I got nothing Nothing Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing Oh I got nothing I got nothing I got nothing
:)
With You
I need you, boo, I gotta see you, boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
And I need you, boo, I gotta see you, boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Hey, little mama, ooh, you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes, you a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class all your own
And, ooh, little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops, you're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind
And you mean to me what I mean to you
And together, baby, there is nothing we won't do
Cause if I got you I don't need money
I don't need cars, girl, you're my all
And, oh, I'm into you
And, girl, no one else would do
Cause with every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can be the only one
I bet it's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life
Who feel what I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you
With you, with you, girl
With you, with you, with you
With you, with you, oh girl
I don't want nobody else
Without you there's no one left and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I can not wait now
Hey, little shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you, you know that I'll be true
You know that I won't lie, you know that I will try
To be your everything
Cause if I got you I don't need money
I don't need cars, girl, you're my all
And, oh, I'm into you
And, girl, no one else would do
Cause with every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can be the only one
I bet it's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life
Who feel what I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you
With you, with you, oh
With you, with you, with you
With you, with you, yeah
And I will never try to deny
That you are my whole life
Cause if you ever let me go I would die
So I won't front
I don't need another woman
I just need your all or nothing
Cause if I got that then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day
I need you, boo, I gotta see you, boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo, I gotta see you, boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
And, oh, I'm into you
And, girl, no one else would do
Cause with every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can be the only one
I bet it's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life
Who feel what I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you
With you, with you, girl
With you, with you, with you
With you, with you, oh
With you, with you, with you
With you, with you, with you
With you, with you, with you
With you, with you, yeah
marry you?
hey baby i think i wanna marry you
is it the look in your eyes or is it this dancing juice
who cares baby, i think i wanna marry you
well i know this little chapel on the boulevard
we can go whoa whoa
no one will no whoa
oh come on girl
who cares if we're trashed
got a pocket full of cash we can blow whoa whoa
shots of patrol whoa whoa
and guitar girl
don't say no no no no no
just say yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
and we'll go go go go go
if you're ready, like i'm ready
cos it's a beautiful night we're looking for something dumb to do
hey baby i think i wanna marry you
is it the look in your eyes or is it this dancing juice
who cares baby, i think i wanna marry you
oh
i'll go get the ring
let the choir bell sing like ooh ooh ooh
so what you wanna do ooh ooh
lets just run girl
if we wake up and you want to break up
that's cool ooh ooh
no i won't blame you ooh ooh
it was fun girl
don't say no no no no no
just say yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
and we'll go go go go go
if you're ready, like i'm ready
cos it's a beautiful night we're looking for something dumb to do
hey baby i think i wanna marry you
is it the look in your eyes or is it this dancing juice
who cares baby, i think i wanna marry you
just say i do ooh ooh ooh
tell me right now baby
tell me right now baby, baby
just say i do ooh ooh ooh
tell me right now baby
tell me right now baby, baby
oh
it's a beautiful night we're looking for something dumb to do
hey baby i think i wanna marry you
is it the look in your eyes or is it this dancing juice
who cares baby, i think i wanna marry you
billionaire
I wanna be a billionaire so fuckin' bad. Buy all of the things I never had. Uh. I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine, Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen. Oh every time I close my eyes, I see my name in shiny lights. Yeah, a different city every night. Oh I - I swear, the world better prepare for when I'm a billionaire. Yeah, I would have a show like Oprah. I would be the host of, everyday Christmas. Give Travie a wish list. I'd probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt, And adopt a bunch of babies that ain't never had shit. Give away a few Mercedes like "here lady, have this", And last but not least grant somebody their last wish. It's been a couple months since I've single so, You can call me Travie Claus minus the Ho Ho. Haa, get it? I'd probably visit where Katrina hit, And damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did. Yeah, can't forget about me stupid, Everywhere I go Imma have my own theme music. Oh, every time I close my eyes, (what chu see, what chu see bro?) I see my name in shiny lights. (uh huh). Ahh, yeah yeah. (what else?) A different city every night. Oh I - I swear, the world better prepare.. (for what?) For when I'm a billionaire. (yeah!) Oh oooh oh oooh, (Sing it) When I'm a Billionaire. Oh oooh oh oooh. (let's go) I'll be playing basketball with the President, Dunking on his delegates. Then I'll compliment him on his political etiquette. Toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it. But keep the fives, twentys, tens and bens completely separate. Yeah, I'll be in a whole new tax bracket. We in recession but let me take a crack at it. I'll probably take whatevers left and just split it up. So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks. And, not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was. Eating good, sleeping soundly. I know we all have a similar dream. Go in your pocket, pull out your wallet, put it in the air and sing... I wanna be a billionaire so fuckin' bad. (So bad) Buy all of the things I never had. (Buy everything, haa) Uh. I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine. Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen. (What up Oprah? Haaa!) Oh every time I close my eyes, (what chu see, what chu see bro?) I see my name in shiny lights. (uh huh). Ahh, yeah yeah. (what else?) A different city every night. Oh (yeah yeah yeah) I - I swear, the world better prepare.. (for what?) For when I'm a billionaire. (yeah!) Oh oooh oh oooh, (Sing it) When I'm a Billionaire. Oh oooh oh oooh. I wanna be a billionaire (uh huh) so fuckin' bad.
lay all your love on me..
Jobbet nu! Pusshejdåå Ciaoooo
Haha....
PUSS
HEJ
DÅ!
(PS. kalla mig messarN! DS.)
PUSS
<3
<3
<3
F**kin' perfect
Made a wrong turn Once or twice Dug my way out Blood and fire Bad decisions That's alright Welcome to my silly life Mistreated this place Misunderstood Miss knowin' it's all good It didnt slow me down. Mistakin' Always second guessin' Underestimatin' Look I'm still around Pretty, pretty please Dont you ever, ever feel Like you're less than Fuckin' perfect Pretty, pretty please If you ever, ever feel Like you're nothin' You're fuckin' perfect to me You're so mean When you talk About yourself, you were wrong Change the voices in your head Make them like you instead So complicated Look how we all make it Filled with so much hatred Such a tired game It's enough I've done all I can think of Chased down all my demons I've seen you do the same Ooooh Pretty, pretty please Dont you ever, ever feel Like you're less than Fuckin' perfect Pretty, pretty please If you ever, ever feel Like you're nothin' You're fuckin' perfect to me The whole worlds scared So I swallow the fear The only thing I should be drinking Is an ice cold beer So cool in line And we try, try, try But we try too hard And it's a waste of my time Done looking for the critics Cause they're everywhere They don't like my jeans They don't get my hair Strange ourselves And we do it all the time Why do we do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Yeeeeaaaahhh Oooooooh Oh pretty, pretty please Pretty, pretty please Dont you ever, ever feel Like you're less than Fuckin' perfect Pretty, pretty please If you ever, ever feel Like you're nothin' You're fuckin' perfect to me You're perfect, you're perfect Pretty, pretty please If you ever, ever feel Like you're nothin' You're fuckin' perfect to me
winter
Snow can wait, I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose, get my new boots on
I get a little warm in my heart when I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove
I run off where the drifts get deeper
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
I hear a voice "You must learn to stand up for yourself
cause I can't always be around"
He says when you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear
Boys get discovered as winter melts
Flowers competing for the sun
Years go by and I'm here still waiting
Withering where some snowman was
Mirror mirror where's the crystal palace
but I only can see myself
Skating around the truth who I am
but I know, dad, the ice is getting thin
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear
Hair is grey and the fires are burning
So many dreams on the shelf
You say I wanted you to be proud of me
I always wanted that myself
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses have gone ahead
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear
Never change
All the white horses
Grenade
Oh take, take, take it all, but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
cause what you don't understand
Is I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on the blade for ya (yeah yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah yeah)
Oh-oh I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for ya baby, but you won't do the same..
No, no, no, no-oh
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said hey when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman that's just what you are, yeah
You smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love
Is all I ever asked cause what you don't understand
Is I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on the blade for ya (yeah yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah yeah)
Oh-oh I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for ya baby, but you won't do the same..
If my body was on fire
Ooh you would watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never ever ever did baby..
But darlin' I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on the blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Oh-oh I would go through all this pain, yeah
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for ya baby, but you won't do the same..
No you won't do the same
you wouldn't do the same Ooh
you'd never do the same
Noo no no no-oh.
Unpretty..
I wish could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today
Idag är en dag, då jag kände att det var dags att skriva här.. Ska försöka göra ett vettigt första inlägg (om man nu kan säga första förstås) dock inte om vad jag gjort på sista tiden - för er som vill veta det finns Facebook - nej utan om ett ämne som jag halkade in på med min bror igår, det var på radion idag och jag pratade även med en kund som hade en dotter som hade den här sjukdomen eller beteendet som jag vill prata om..
Som många kanske har lista ut så handlar det om att känna sig ful, tjock, mobbad och allt annat som får dig att må dåligt och som leder till ett självdestruktivt förhållande till sig själv men även till omgivningen..
Men innan vi går in på det ordentligt vill jag bara påpeka att jag inte dömer någon, jag tänker inte svara på massa dumma kommentarer om "att du har inte varit i den sitsen, så uttala dig inte..!" det här är mina tankar och mina ord..
Vi kan börja med samtalet jag hade med min bror igår, vi pratade om att dom flesta tjejerna i hans klass faktiskt mår dåligt.. Han går i nian nu, och jag började tänka på hur jag kände mig när jag var i den åldern och hur mina klasskompisar mådde. När jag tänkte tillbaka på den tiden så mindes jag hur många av mina vänner inklusive jag mådde riktigt dåligt ibland, och det värsta var att vi gjorde det under ungefär samma perioder, som om humör smittar.. Några skar sig, några drack, några rökte och några var bara allmänt elaka men nu när man tänker tillbaka på allt så inser man det man inte såg då, att alla mådde så grymt jävla dåligt och var tvunga att fly från det.. Nu när min bror och jag pratat så förstår jag att det fortfarande är lika svårt idag att vara 15 årig tjej bland en massa svår val och alla förändringar som sker..
En vän sa till mig, att det blir som en ond cirkel -man gör en dum sak för att fly från den psykiska smärtan, och mår bra för stunden men sen när man tänker tillbaka på vad man gjort så mår man lika dåligt igen, och gör samma dumma sak en gång till och så fortsätter det- man tänker aldrig på konsekvenserna utan lever för stunden och tar allt som det kommer. Jag vet att när man blir äldre det är då man ångrar sig..
Sen kan vi ta min kund jag hade idag som hade en dotter som var riktigt sjuk och depprimerad, så sjuk att hon hade fått legat inne på sjukhus i flera dagar. Dessa personer blir inlåsta och runt skickade till olika människor som ska hjälpa dem, när de egentligen bara behöver närhet och lugn för att kroppen ska få hela sig i sin takt. Många av dessa människor som ska hjälpa till har bara läst om dessa sjkdomar men aldrig upplevt dom själv och då är det svårt att hjälpa någon annan med en sån jävlig sjukdom..
Den här kundens dotter hade ganska precis kommit hem, och tyckte att det var jättejobbigt att komma hem och försöka komma tillbaka till det liv hon en gång haft.. Hon tyckte att det var skönare att veta att hon var inlåst och att hon inte skulle kunna skada sig själv. Nu hade hon inte den tryggheten längre, hon kunde inte somna hemma.
Det är ett väldigt tungt ämne, och nästan lite tabubelagt att prata om. Men det är även ett väldigt viktigt ämne som fler borde få veta om.. Man får dock inte glömma bort att det är otroligt många fler killar som faktiskt också är självdestruktiva och absolut inte bara tjejer.. Men tyvärr så verkar det vara så att de flesta statistiker på dessa beteenden verkar bara rikta sig mot tjejer och hur många % av våra tonåringar som är sjuka.. Killarna som behöver precis lika mycket hjälp kommer i skymundan tyvärr..
Jag hoppas att mina framtida barn och andra människor som mår dåligt i min omgivning kommer veta eller vet att dom kan vända sig till mig.. För hade det varit jag som mådde dåligt, hade jag gett allt i världen för ett lyssnande öra.
Ta hand om er..
dagens visdom..
världens bästa låt..
Livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train going anywhere
Just a city boy
Born and raised in South Detroit
He took the midnight train going anywhere
A singer in a smokey room
The smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on
(Chorus)
Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlight people
Living just to find emotion
Hiding, somewhere in the night
Working hard to get my fill
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice
Just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on
(Chorus)
Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlight people
Living just to find emotion
Hiding, somewhere in the night
Don't stop believin'
Hold on to the feelin'
Streetlight people
woahhh, woahhhh
Don't stop believin'
Hold on...
Streetlight people
Ohhh, woahhhh
Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlight people
hmmm
tycker synd om en del människor.. som försöker spela förstående utåt sett, men när man skrapar lite på ytan så var det inte alls samma sak.. Det är patetiskt tycker jag. Och nej jag tänker inte skriva nått om det som hände igår, för jag har respekt i kroppen och tycker att det räcker att alla omkring vet..
tråkig blogg . se
men men iaf, har inte gjort så mkt på senaste iaf, typ umgåtts med ellen, becca o kevin och jobbat !
Idag då är jag ledig skönt skönt ! Ska bege mig ut på äventyr och hämta upp kevin från skolan sen för att jag är så jävla sneeeel!
Men men förvänta er ingen bad-ass update, för jag orkar helt enkelt inte!
puss
ehehhe
Puuuuuussss
All in!
Hey baby, there ain't no easy way out
Hey I will stand my ground and I won't back down
No I won't back down.
;)
fly verkligheten..
Ciaaaao
haha